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Monday, May 12th 2014

1:52 AM

In love with....

  • Mood: Gonna be just fine


falling asleep smelling like raindrops
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Thursday, April 3rd 2014

2:50 AM

i blame midwestern winters

  • Mood: calm



"this wasn't suppose to be this hard"

"sometimes the hardest things in life are the things most worth doing.  Just because we haven't figured it out yet, doesn't me we won't"
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Tuesday, April 1st 2014

4:17 AM

april fools

  • Music: the wallflowers



i've never lived alone
but here i am
on a very windy night
on a very late windy night


at the moment
i can't be mad
i can't be sad
though life has presented me with nothing but

but

the universe is telling me something completely different
laying out a path of greatness
amazingly close friends
out of nowhere
bonds of the most significance
laughing
hugs
kisses
from my new family
that have fallen so quickly into place
as my life has clicked
my life has instantaniously fallen apart
and than come back together again
with one missing piece
that isn't missing at all


it's instant karma
with a huge penchant for monetary gain
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Sunday, February 3rd 2013

12:37 AM

too





the feelings i feel
are too deep
and sad
to actually write down
to record
cause if i do

it makes it real....
right?




so instead
i will fall silent
and cry myself to sleep
cause there is no one here that will know
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Thursday, November 8th 2012

11:32 AM

something more than cosmic

  • Music: sade




sometimes dreams creep into my head and snuggle up
somewhere lost between a nightmare and ecstasy
sending me on a day of anxiety and quiet sadness

jealousy 
stalking
creeping
spitfulness


i don't want to just fall asleep on couches with you
under our own individual blankets

take me
make me yours
bed me
hips grinding into hips
lips grazing every inch of flesh


big dream
dream big



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Monday, October 29th 2012

11:33 PM

something







i'm no shooting star
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Wednesday, October 17th 2012

12:37 AM

Baby. Take off your cool. I want to get to know you.

  • Mood: perfect
  • Music: half moon run and a lot of old school outkast






there is something serenely beautiful
a face lit up in a dark room by a computer screen
words spilling forth
harmonies for days

you
take the fire escape


there is magic
in your racing heart beat
holding hands 
falling asleep on a couch


hugs for days
more hugs
always more hugs


i love straight streaming music to my eardrums
solace
when it feels like a heartbeat
like my own thoughts


you can keep asking why
keep wondering why
but it doesn't matter what happens in a day
i have nothing but happiness
for the luck
for the joy
for the loves in my life
nothing but magic
and fire


and i want to share it with you
i want to envelope you
i want to make you mine



and if you breathe in
then i'll breathe in
and only we''ll know
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Saturday, October 13th 2012

12:22 AM

come at me brah

  • Music: greg holden "the lost boy" ------> on repeat





it seems a little more difficult to wade through thoughts
to piece them together 
in some fluid sense
that makes me happy
that makes me content
that makes me feel
just right
when i know someone is watching
anyone

no not you
not you either
it doesn't matter

what does matter 
is that i'm feeling suspiciously ill
is that you allergies?

shall i fight off an impending doom
or give in and give up so it passes 
innnnnnnnnn
six days
five days


until this happiness grows into more happiness
breeding even more happiness
i can't imagine how my cheeks will hurt 
cause they already hurt when i smile thinking about you and you're not even around
i already moan
i already laugh out loud
i already feel like i'm pleasantly bursting at the seams
and you're not even here
i can't touch you
feeeeel you
smell you
see you
and i'm already this much
this much full of joy 
overflowing
infecting my friends and loved ones


watch out world.
you ain't ready.
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Wednesday, October 3rd 2012

6:38 PM

those bright blue eyes





i had my first dream about you this morning
you were beautiful
you felt like always
you were bald
just like your mama
with bright blue eyes
and i know somewhere in my head
i wondered how his grey eyes and my green eyes could have done such a thing
and you just sat on my hip
you asked where i had been 
not in a voice but with those eyes
and i told you that sometimes having a baby can be a hard thing
we were at some sort of event
perhaps a wedding
with lots of friends and family
everyone was smiles
and you were soooooo chill
and beautiful

i have no ideas what this means
but it was amazing
and i woke up feeling something i've never felt before
it's all beautiful


feeling like forever
and always
for the first time ever
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Sunday, September 30th 2012

7:19 AM

in the still. in the quiet.

  • Music: punch brothers






even after all this time
i still get lonely
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